mine

2005-02-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

did i mention how much i love every single one of you sweetheart ?
if i never did then i shall do it now.
hearing LION call me lousy lainey just makes me melt.
seeing JULIA ABBY EXAYE and MOMMY's smses can make me smile
seeing ELE's gbk entries and
GWEN'S taggs makes me hyperventilate.
talking to HOON online can make me laugh uncontrollably
eating chestnuts reminds me of TWOROWSBACK ): and esp SUI
tworowsback will remind me of allies. of XIN
and it'll make me think of SHAR the sooper neat woman.
that'll remind me of trackers. and the whole sports class.
GOSH. i'm dammit in love with all of you (:
truly madly deeply.
dont forget to read my previous entry if you never did. (:

2005-02-14T17:36:00.000+08:00

valentines day.
shoutouts below.
check if you have one (:

white lillies.
they're my new favourite flower.
they smell sooper nice (:
next comes my white roses.

energy level was zilch at NJ if i were to compare it to what i think was happening at SN ):
oh GOSHNESS.
the things from last year vday wld have to go ):
jean's heart with the dried flower
ele's heart message
lix's star
xin's "lainey"
rachel's PINK feather
and all that diabetic stuff.
wonders what hoon and shar gave me last year :/
thanks to all those who texted me.
my lessons became bearable x)

> ELE.
your heart is still there.
and i need to pass you your biscuit.
i think its gone badd ):
if it has, dont eat it kayy ? (:
i miss you dear girl.
hope you had a nice vday at your school ? :/

> ABBY.
star oh star.
your message made me smile.

> EXAYE.
fourteenth (:
reminds me of computer lab.
where we got married (:

> GWENAYE
you messaged me first (:
hahah.
OH SO INCONSIDERATE

> PODDY WODDY
your message isnt up yet.
i shall go see it later ?
and i miss you hon
you know that dont you darling ?
(: PEAWEE LOVES YOU :D

> RACHEL
was kind of surprised you had something for me.
thanks (:
it was really sweet of you

> JIAHUI.
your note is SOOPER encouraging.
hahah. (x
thanks anyway dear girl (:

> CATSY.
eyecandy ):
boohoo.
anyhow, thanks for the disc. hahah
and the PURPLE disc cover (:

> LAIN.
hmmm. your balloon is too pink.
hahah. but i know you meant it when you said you love me (: HAHAH

> REG.
every year i get a tea light candle.
this year, its YOU (:

> o3 ANGEL
i doubt you'll even see this.
i still owe you your letter :/
and the white rose is dying ):
but thanks anyway. it was SOOPER sweet of you

> PINGKAN
hey pinky doubt you'll see this either.
if you really insist on giving me compensation
you cld always buy me that yellow squishy pillow.
hahah.

> HOON and SHAR
your messages never came :/

> MOMMY
you forgot your nuer :/

off to study.

2005-02-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

changed my template.
and my links are MUCH neater
hmmm.
sorry if your link isnt there kay ?
i only linked a few.

2005-02-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

my hand still hurts from ytd
some things just cant go away no matter how hard you try
B for beckham.
hoon. where are you ?
):
the water's dripping.
and i have no idea why.

2005-02-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

today's reunion dinner wasnt that bad
gambling is addictive (x
ian and shawn..
hmm
i was hoping they'd be older.

fiftyfirstdates.
gosh. FAINTS
watched with ven and claire
"nothing beats a first kiss
hahah. so sweet.

SAKAE ! (: finally
my salmon sashimi rocked (:
no green tea icecream ):

2005-02-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling happy :D
seriously happy (:
i'm finally smiling.
properly.
not like those ~~fake~~ smiles throughout the past two days.

2005-02-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

plays the song BEAUTIFUL SOUL on a guitar
squishy yellow heart pillow
bouquet of ferrer roche chocolates
heart balloon.

I'LL FAINT. and MELT and HYPERVENTILATE
hahah.
looks at those who were in the con yesterday.
oh GOSH. GAHH.

2005-02-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

this morning, i was sooper happy
cause i saw EYECANDY
but now..
did i say the wrong things ??
hurr :/

NO CHANCE.

went to coffe bean at taka
with weet doris xy flea
and jason tagged along
wonders why. COUGHS.
left after looking at the PILLOWS (:
i want that yellow squishy heart (:
i'm broke. ):
i finally trained seriously today (:

2005-02-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

cocktails.
if you die of poisoning,
you know why.

i'm craving for chestnuts again.
peeled ones. (:
thinks of CLIT lessons ;)
ohwells. i miss those days.
CHESTNUT CLUB.

2005-02-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

i've gone cranky AGAIN
i love "beautiful soul
by jesse mccartney (:
oh gosh (:

CHORUS:
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

CHORUS

You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry
C'mon let's try

REPEAT CHORUS

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

REPEAT CHORUS

2005-02-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

went town with class
well half of the class ? and ogl's minus liyan ):
had lunch at marche
saw HOON QIN kate fel jialun in town (:
hugged like mad.
no mood in the afternoon
late noon okay already
(:
dint pool.
bought a white skirt
doris bought the pink one. ewww :/
left at six plus.

2005-01-31T20:43:00.000+08:00

i'm done with LA and SPIRE
finally.
but according to MARCUS LEE
my LA is totally rubbish.
GAHH.
but i dont know what else to write :/
and i mean what i say. -looks at previous entry.

2005-01-31T17:22:00.000+08:00

i wont speak
neither will i see
that way is better
hopefully, it will fade
cause i know its impossible.

when waiting for my mom
saw a whole grp of council people i think
playing chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop
so cute and funny (:
off to do LA and spire.

2005-01-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

i dont trust my heart
its gone wonky.

this is my 4th time blogging.
i just cant concentrate.
tmrw i'm dead
stuffed up.

i shall smile
weak smile.
"grant that i may never seek,
to be loved as to love with all my soul"

2005-01-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

SPIRE. LA
i'm dying.
this is why we shld never swim too much
but i still like the fact i've become a bit darker (:
hahah. actually, RED
hahah.

"deng dai" tao zhe :D :D
MIRROR MIRROR
i'm cranky.

2005-01-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

"there can be miracles"
sighhh.

mirror mirror
awww.
so sweet (:

2005-01-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

today swim was okayy.
i guess.
peiqi ! ven ! cheer up
both of you are like still faster than me ):
i'm fine now.
but it still remains a fact
he loves my brother more
cause he swims much faster than me ):
mansheng was sooper sad case
cause of mark chong
hahah.
OHH.
i cldnt get a tan ):
but now i'm sooper RED.
hahah.
i look like a lobster.
my godbrother's birthday today ! (:

> VEN !
psst psst.
call me.
hahah. (:

> YOU ;
i'm glad youre okayy. (:

off to do work.
havent done a thing for the past weekend :/
heh.

2005-01-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

today was a freakyy day.
swim at ssc :/
dont talk about it.
OHH.
this poor little boy,
he fell and scraped his elbow and his knee. the stupid lifeguard was so annoying all he said was "stop crying" hurr. i was so annoyed so i went to help and i asked the lifeguard for a plaster. that guy has no common sense lahh. and the first thing his mother did when she saw him was scold him? rahh. ma shi ai. like whatever.
one thing that wasnt freaky:
lee tze yao and ben goh are sooper FUNNY ! (:
and i said hi to keith. hahah.
he waved first lahh.
i dint even realise he swam.
looks at nette.
probably the only one who knows what i'm talking about.

came home,
heartland mall was freakyy
looks at doris.
i cant believe i was so stupid and i gave out my name and number
i just wanted him to go away.

church.
saw ms choo mrs cheong ms oh and mrs kok
looks at twohope.
hahah.
saw MRS TAN ! (: my primary school vice principal. she's so sweet.

today was honestly a freaky day.
i feel sick.
but i keep taking my temperature and its okayy
but i feel hot.
GOSH.
tmrw, i am so screwed.

2005-01-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

love or infatuation ;

this feeling is GROSS.
worse that butterflies in my stomach.
i'm so screwed for tmrw.
i have absolutely no chance of going asean cup ):
i'll be left all alone again.
this is HORRIBLE.

YOU;
i'm glad youve thought it through
i'm proud of you.
YOU CAN DO IT
ALL THE WAY :D

2005-01-28T22:06:00.001+08:00

i love the song TRUE by ryan cabrera (:

i miss HOON. ): we need a talk. AND SHAR TOO )):
a belly butt boob talk

2005-01-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

swim over.
next is saturday
then sunday
sucks.

i guess it was okayy
free was terrible -hides

anyhow, i'm okayy
but my friends are not.
YOU and YOU
cheer up !
i feel helpless when i cant do anything for you. ):

2005-01-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

couple more hours.
i'm going to drown.
peiqi abandoned me
she left me in the lurch :/
RAHH
100 back & 100 free. bleah

today felt a bit better
heard something
H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S !
HAHAH.
there's road run tmrw !
i have a feeling i wont have enough sleep and OG outing is cancelled.
why ? cause i cant go x)

>> thanks joanne.
i can see my tag now.
hahah
>> HOON. you havent smsed me for THREE DAYS ! ):

2005-01-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

i was happy until..
i was like in such a good mood that i cld sit down and study
i had the mood.
and now..
life ~~sucks.~~ )):

to YOU.
we share the same misfortune.
we must pray VERY HARD.

to the OTHER YOU.
i miss you
i love you, i really do
and its not an empty promise.

to the other other YOU
cheer up.
i miss my friends too.

i must be contented with my lot.
make the best out of it
i may die young
the thought scares me ):

2005-01-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

i feel lost.
i feel like i'm losing everyone.
i cant be there for anyone.

2005-01-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

hi laine!
are you surprised?
GUESS WHO IS THIS?
:D

let me give you a clue.
aiyah but i too sian.
takkaire!
love you!!
even though you love me more.

// cheetah / cheet / cheetar / hitler / melissa / mel / unsweeter / AA / grosser / meaner / etc

LOVES LAINE
but she feels like smacking laine's ass too.
cheers laine!

AND!

i miss you too (:

2005-01-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling better (:
nods head VIGOROUSLY.
reminds me of hoon and shar.
anyhows, cldnt pay attention during bio :/
i need MAYE.
lessons are even more BORING without her ):
BRENDA jie cut her hair.
makes her look pretty, hot, chio and sexy.
hahah. GROSS :b
played cards (:
xiaoying knows JINN RAMI (: or is it ginn rami. whatever :/ hurr.
met peiqi, belinda, isis, claire on the 156 bus.
training sucked.
i dont know how i'm going to survive on thursday and saturday.

2005-01-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

aint i smart.
i changed my template
the ripper cant steal anything.
brenda jie's lameness is just so "overpowering"
i feel better already -weak smile
thank you ELE (:
and NEEK (:

2005-01-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

i am so not listening to "there can be miracles
i think i'll just die :/
my heart will stop beating
i'll cry so hard that i need to be sent to the hospital or something
or rather sent to woodbridge
yeah, more like it.

2005-01-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

depressed ; breakdown ; pissed

is this how life is supposed to be ?
i miss SN OH-SO-MUCH )):
i cried like some ass today ):
for forty five minutes.
crying and talking and whining ??
all because of one stupid essay :/
hoon and butt dint pick up ):
called lion.
made cat jiahui maye cry
i suck.
hoon finally called back.
but conversation was short ):
had to do maths
pissed with that sarcastic meano
depressed my class is so unbonded
i have NO CLOSE FRIENDS
i dont wanna have NO REASON to go back to SN ):
i want my TWOHOPE back ! ):
i am twohope sick ):

looking back, i feel so stupid
i dont think i shld have reacted that way
i shldnt have cried to that extreme
i shldnt have behave like some primary school kid
i just needed a hug. ):
some source of comfort ):

lain, jiahui, jiafang, cat, jessie.
I LOVE YOU ALL VERY VERY VERY MUCH ):

oh jason, thanks.

2005-01-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

; unloved.
is it just me
or does the world seem to be just a blur,
a dream turn nightmare.
i think its just me ):

watched stepford wives with adele
it was freakyy kay.
went training.
am finally getting the feel of the water (:

/ i dont wanna feel this way

2005-01-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

GO CHECK THE BLOG LAINEY MADE FOR ME.
ITS SUPER CUTE :D

"michelle.

2005-01-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE watie ! (:
i feel that the wholemeal is still stuck in my oesophagus.
hurr :/
so SHI BAI ):
it turned out disgusting and gross.
TWOHOPE SIA.
i miss twohope more than ever
mifentang ; ice tea ! (:
"sui. i'm not in sn"
hahah. jh as ..... -.-"
hahah.

2005-01-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

four hours in all :/
sucks
training the whole week.
been sleeping late. tired (".) Zzzz
i repeat, i cannot stand usage of vulgar language
glares at KIMBERLY.
cultural mapping was so stressful today.
wonders why.
hahah.
mr yeo just made himself a new bunch of ENEMIES :/
and i realised one thing, teachers love to gossip as well
my angel was right (:

2005-01-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

i spent two hours doing maths.
wait. not even done lahh
half. or maybe even less :/
so FAILURE.
BIO is stressful.
lang arts is FREAKKYY. ):
matrix rocks though (:
weet turns sooper red when she laughs. (:
flea and tweet. hahah.

2005-01-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

(:
homework is piling up
cosmology and bio are the hardest :/
for me at least. hahah
brenda jie is so secretive ):
i wanna have CLASS OUTING ! :D

2005-01-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

i pray for tolerance
i can stand sit whatever :/
gawd. i feel i was sooper evil.
i wish i can turn back time.
but i still LOVE 03 !
i'm sorry for being such an IDIOT.
brenda ! wendy ! kimberly ! (: all my JIE'S

2005-01-11T15:44:00.000+08:00

first two days.
lessons are so cheemified
heh.
talked to shar and hoon last night (:
today during lunch was sooepr FUNNY
wendy - wilbert
wilbert - wendy
brent - brenda
:D

2005-01-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

friday.
had dance party
was sooper weird at first
we were HIGH ?
saturday.
SN with its major repainting stuff looks like some kindergarten ):
sooper colourful.
but theres purple (:
saw HOON SHAR QIN GWEN ELE NAT NAT ABBY LION XIN SUI JOY CHEET CHIKO NINA ANGIE WEIEN MEGAN NICOL KATE CALLIE ED GILLIAN SWIMTEAM LISA JEAN.
was so HAPPY :D
went to jeight with hoon shar gwen qin.
saw liyan rachel kaihui brent.
left after lunch.
hugged them goodbye ):
new week. proper lessons.
03 lets be SOOPER ENTHU yea ? (:

2005-01-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

ORIENTATION has been SOOPER FUN ! :D
the orientation shirts are nice (:
and the towel
and the file
and the foolscap
and the games
and the war
and the CLANS
LUCIANO ROCKS :D :D :D :D :D :D
hahah.
enjoying myself.
but the talks have been boring.
saw nicol at king ALBERT park
rushed down the bus and hugged her :D
almost cried.
dunno why ):
anyhow, i'm going back to SN on saturday !
theyre having cca orientation for the sec ones
miss ALL of YOU ! ):
oh. better message ele.
BYE ! (:

2005-01-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

back to school tmrw.
and we've got orientation the whole week.
i'm going to miss SN
esp the CRAZY CRANKY FUNKY people there. :D

2005-01-01T16:37:00.000+08:00

funny.
thought they wldnt even know the way to my blog.
looks at shar.

2004-12-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

my com's back in working order (:
but still cant upload the pictures i took at sydney.
saddening. :/
ohwells.
talking to shar now (:
and qin messaged me :D
HOHO.
i feel better (:

2004-12-30T10:41:00.000+08:00

back at training.
thank you everyone for your presents
christmas was pathetic ths year.
anyhow, went bowling ytd
venessa invited me hahah
sunday went out with lix ru raine
tuesday met up with jiahui weet kaisheng and watched kungfu hustle
was kinda lame.
today sn has spring cleaning
and i'm NOT part of it. :/
havent met up with them.
the pple who REALLY matter.
ohwells. its just a one sided thing ):

2004-12-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

came back ytd.
bout ten plus.
missed singapore
but sydney was fun
more or less anyway.
hahah.
loads of pictures to upload. (:
when i do, do take a look alrights ?

BUTT BOOB ADELE UNIQ NAT CASS
TWOHOPE ELE PEA STAR
i need to see you people URGENTLY ):
or i'll suffer from ALLOFYOU defficiency.
is there such a thing ?
hahah

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D
and a happy new year. (:

2004-12-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

ELAINE

SIEW

YUWEN.

______

I MISS YOU

//MICHELLE

2004-12-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

bye singapore (:

2004-12-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

went back to SN today (:
saw HOON SHAR sophie angie weien megan ruoen mijie lisa jean(toh) zhen
hahah.
the TWOHOPE class is GREEN (:
the other side of the block is PURPLE ! :D
hahah. xD
ate in school ((:
went to town with HOON and SHAR
SHAR skipped her dental ! hahah.
bought beads.

2004-12-02T10:23:00.000+08:00

TAUFIK IS MY SINGAPORE IDOL !
woohoo ! he was good (:
today's training was FUN !
had relay ((: hahah
but i did something wrong.
hehheh.
talked to ELE online just now. :D
she makes me happy.
and SHAR is mad. hahah :D
she can carry on swooning. ;D
i'm happy now (:
at peace with the world. :D

2004-11-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

i have HORRID days is because,
i cant see
the angel CASS with MEGA EARS
HOON that is oh-so-nice to bully
SHAR that craps
QIN that is sooper COOL
the oh-so-inconsiderate GWEN
the mother NAT
ABBY the star that shines
ELE the melon that is sooper SWEET
the pod, JULIA that keeps the pea safe
the LION her royal egoness and her gibberish

i miss them terribly )):
i'm wearing the thing now.
death sentence in FOUR days :/
my days are spent seeing those hypocritical pple
i dont wanna cry no more.
i shall be positive
a message, a blessing from heaven shall come in FOUR days.
yea right.
it'll come through HIM.
the evil man who cheats me of my money
how good can that be ?
sheesh.

2004-11-24T18:31:00.000+08:00

went to watch THE INCREDIBLES
hahah. sooper cool. :D
but besides THAT, and this morning's gym,
the day was HORRID.
i'm having horrid days EVERYDAY.

2004-11-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

i turn to look
and i finally realise
i wish i did not even exist
the world
a beautiful place ?
how untrue

you have made my life miserable
you wished everything bad would come my way
and lucky you,
it came true

like a robber,
you grabbed everything god gave to me
with stealth and shadow
you crept upon me like darkness does to a valley
you swept over me like a huge black cloud

leaving me in darkness
emptiness
hollowness
i have nothing left
nothing to call my own

i'm nothing but a soulless ghost
a wandering ghost
an empty shell

the devil will rejoice
the angels will weep
and i failed
all i did was resign to my fate

2004-11-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

oh and i'd like to annouce ! (:
i've got a tan ! (:
or rather i look browner ! (:
dances and jumps around.

2004-11-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

my blog was screwed. had to relink everyone.so anyhow, if your link is not there anymoreplease tell mei'll relink you.thanks

2004-11-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

i love hoon. she makes my pain go away.
fromhoon

2004-11-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

olinda is out ! )):
i am annoyed.

2004-11-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

tdy watched princess diaries
with ven seet.
sophie and claire watched shark tale.
afternoon training, the sprinting sucked
today was annoyed.
no idea why.
last episode of the champion.
watching now.
(:
hoon, shar, qin, gwen, nat, lion, xin
youre all back ! :D :D :D :D
i've missed all of you !
lets have a class outing.
the very last. :/

2004-11-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

third layer.
past a hundred.
less than hundred and fifty though.
but almost there (:
its now purple. (:

2004-11-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

havent been online lately
missing out on ALOT of o3 )):
anyhows, i'll be busy touching the paper -looks at cassie.
hahah.
love, xoxo
laine

2004-11-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

just came home from training.
saw adele and cassie's letter ! (:
ran upstairs to read.
gosh. i miss both of them (: ALOT

adele ;
oh gosh.
thanks alot.
hahah. i really AM surprised. ((:
anyway, youre online.
i'm talking to you. but no response from you )):

cassie !
my angel.
not all is bleak.
thanks for the letter.
and you dont have to apologise.
i'll always be here for you too (:

thanks debbie, zhen, ru, jean toh, sophie, venessa and peiqi !
who wished me. later. hahah. but nvm. ((:

i'm like wearing my paul frank pullover now.
cause my dad insists on having the air con.
anyhows, and i'm thinking of the six of them
why are all of you in beijing ! )):

2004-11-08T19:08:00.000+08:00

went out with godma today. went to her hse
she gave me a skirt (:
mom gave me a blue bag ((:
both from zara kids. (:
the clothes are nice there.

these are the people who wished me (:
in exact order;
lix
thank you dear (:
you were the first.
thank you for staying up late
and thank you for even remembering (:

irwin
yes, i know twelve midnight. (:

angel (:
my dear cassie.
hahah. hope youre a little better
anyhows, thanks for the message(:

nette
youre sick. but you still stayed up late.
you shldnt have. (: sweet of you

claire
aiyah. its my birthday and i still havent even passed you your present. sorry dear. anyhows, when you see this, tell me if you like the present alrights ? should be giving you the present tmrw. if youre there. :D

xigua :)
ele ! hahah. thanks darling
thanks for the wish (:

starrr !
abby ! :D hahah. i love you too dear.
its alright. youre one of the first few (:

twin
elaine teo. heehee. (: dint think you would remember.
but you did (:

raine
touched that you remembered.
we ARE going out right ? (:

gillian
hahah. i dint even know you knew my birthday.
ohh. and remember the promise. AHEM. ((winks))

peishan
i'm sorry i dint wish you earlier )): hehhheh

isis
thanks dear. (:
see you at training tmrw yea ? (:

marcus
cousin ! aye. dint even know you had such good memory. hahah

lover !
nat pua ! ((: i'm sorry. we were supposed to go out on the 7th ?
aye, fix another date ! (: i shld be able to.
i think. hahah

marissa
doubt you'll see this but thanks (:

jim
you wished me twice. hahah. (:

jean
shujean ! :D
whoa. you remembered ((: miraculous. but your message made me smile. ((:
and dont break your promise. nods.

and those who wished me earlier:
hoon nat lion qin gwen sui sarahmarie.
i love you all. (:

2004-11-08T07:34:00.000+08:00

:D :D :D :D :D
waning crescent.
is that good fengshui ?

2004-11-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

okayy. changed my template a little.
but now i think its too cluttered
so much stuff
sheesh.

i'm missing you
why arent you telling me anything anymore
we cant talk much anymore
if this is just what one week does to us
what will one year do to us ?
i dare not imagine.
thanks alot.

2004-11-06T09:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday.
had nj induction. (:
games were fun. all wet
05IP03 ! :D :D
jiahui cat jiafang jiayun felicia are same class as me (:

met up with hoon gwen qin nat in town
obviously i was the one waiting for them. heehee
watched shark tale ! funnayye. (:
they gave me the cake and pullover in the cinema
GOSH. the cake was sweet ((: and the pullover rocks ! :D
was surprised lahh. :D
the cake was a strawberry heart-shaped one. (:
and the paul frank pullover ! :D :D
thanks hoon shar gwen qin nat joy ! :D
i love it alot alot. its sooper nice :D
then we gave nat her long wanted ROXY pullover. hahah
walked to taka. saw gen anad elaine yip
to wisma. the rest left.
then me and hoon went to far east.
bought and decided. ((winks))
was home on time.
lion called :D and all her gibberish.
FAN CLUBBER. hahah. ((laughs))

today.
went for morning training.
only venessa audrey and me.

2004-11-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

"i'm not very good with pain
it was something like that.
olinda said this. heehee
i wish i could be like her. no PAIN. )):

its decided !
if i dont look at the tv when daphne is singing
i like her more. hahah
maybe its just cause i like the song she's singing
who knows. [?]

i love lion.
your gbk entry to me is sooper nicee (:

2004-11-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

today training was alright
last set was hard. but
funnaye i went fast for the very very last set
cld do 75m fly straight
laughs and faints.
dunno how i did it.
nette is at my house now
going training together later.

2004-11-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

nj is okayyy
hard to stay positive. but i tried
ehh. i'm a mushy person. hahah
jiahui is COLD and ALOOF
ESFJ that's me :D
aye. training was funnyyyy
suaning him again.

" yi shan yi shan liang jing jing
where's my darling tan pei qi
up above the world so high
i can find her in the sky
yi shan yi shan liang jing jing
where's my darling tan pei qi
composed by sophie and meiling

2004-11-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

"remember ah "
its stuck in my head.
looks at sophie

"thanks for acting like you cared
correction. you dint even care

2004-11-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

i need a guestbook.
anybody has a gbk to spare ?

2004-11-01T15:24:00.000+08:00

i dont think anyone will be around on that day :/
its nearing.

2004-10-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

hello elainesiew, my dot :)
i miss you alot :(
and i won't forget you
i promise :(
I LOVE YOU -hugs

/ star

2004-10-30T10:24:00.000+08:00

parents are pissed with my results
and now i'm pissed
why cant they just see the better side
always only look at the worst
iritating ! RAHHHH

2004-10-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

added more photos to the school album. people. go see. (:

2004-10-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

i was going to tag but since i have the pass, why bother?
:D
lainey i bet im going to cry half way blogging for you.
and if you win you come back to visit on the 22 of feb okay?
(:
we didnt really know each other at the beginning. heh.
i just thought you were this loud girl who offered to be my home econs part.
and slowly, i realised more things about you like ;
you cant cook for nuts.
you are really lame.
even though you are so ON you are so responsible.

and i grew to love you as a friend very very much
even though to my utmost chagrin i discovered you were lamer than me
and even though i sometimes disagreed with the way you conducted things around the class.
but then i guess later during the year we got to know each other a little better.
seen each other cry.
and im really grateful for the encouragement you gave me whenever i was down
and the little things you wrote for me when i felt really screwed up.
i didn't tell you how much i really appreciated them
or you, for that matter.

i guess i took you for granted
that even though we weren't that close
you would always be by my side whenever i needed you in an instant
an unwavering pillar of strength whenever things got too bleak for me to handle.
i somehow blocked out the fact that you would be leaving someday
and so soon.

i just wanted to say thank you for being there for me without fail whenever i needed you
and I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH
i'll miss you, elaine siew yu wen.
must come back and visit us often
and good luck in your future endeavours!

you gave this to me and now im returning it to you

"and just like a little girl holding a balloon,
i will never let go for all eternity.
for i never want you to fly away"

LOVE MUCH,

cheetar` grosser ` unsweeter` AA ` home econs part` loser ` sucker` home econs part.

p.s. i won the bet.
but you'll still HAVE to come on the 2202 ANYWAY
cos its my BIRTHDAY.

2004-10-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

today was not as sad as i imagined it would be.
but was still sad
i think i look really really stupid crying in front of the com. okayy. tearing.
shoutouts ;
/ ele !
my dear sweet melon lipgloss. i'm sorry i made you cry so hard and i will really miss you oh-so-much. i really love you ALOT. and you know, i wont forget you. i wont let our relationship end here alrites ? youre not online )): thanks for the really sweet letter. it DID make me cry. )): and thanks for the really sweet gifts. (: i love the socks, and the towel !
/ abby !
my sweet star. thanks for the hug ! we WILL go out. i'll miss you and all your squishy hugs. )):
/ pod !
)): i dint see you today. i cldnt give you a hug. or your present. )):
/ hoon !
i'll miss you !and thanks for the CD. i havent heard it yet. but the message is really sweet. i honestly love you ALOT ! and will miss you awfully much. ):
/ qin gwen mommie !
i'll miss all of you oh so much. it doesnt matter if you forget me, i will NEVER forget all of you. (:
/ smaller jean !
jean toh ! thanks for the brownie/cake. it's nice. i'll grow fat. )): i messaged you and you dint reply ! )): gosh. ((qin will be glad. hahah)) anw, i'll miss you too ! (:
/ xuan kaiting zenia sheeree lihuang ! my lovely juniors. thanks for the hugs. i'll miss you all alot too. continue to train hard and do me proud ! okayy ?

cos my darling, you make my gray skies blue :)

2004-10-29T18:39:00.000+08:00

lainey lainey lainey !
GUESS WHO ?
i'm sorry for crying so hard just now
it's just that ..
i can't help feeling so so SO sad
when it comes to parting
especially when it comes to parting WITH YOU
when .. i'll hardly see you anymore :(
but we MUST meet up kay
i want to eat banana fritters with you
I REALLY REALLY DO OKAY :(
lainey, you've touched my life in so many ways
& i'll never ever forget you
& we musn't drift apart okay ?
YOU MUST TEXT ME IF YOU'RE SAD
i don't care, it's an order alright ?
& don't ever forget me, DON'T EVER :(
sigh, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAY :(
i really do & i'm missing you SO MUCH now :(

/ guess who

2004-10-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

today was not too good.
frowns.
one more day left.

2004-10-27T19:41:00.000+08:00

she was evil this morning. ((frowns))
abby said i was annoying in the morning. )):
saw jean. sec one. looks at qin.
alrites. TWO HOPE ROCKS ! :D
third for drama. :D
good SIA. :D :D
went out with lion and hoon.
lion was funny "pretty pretty"
so girly. un-lion-ish

2004-10-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

the wonderful STAR is here :D

HAHAH that looked very funny
anw, hello laine my little DOT :))
i'm here to tell you that
WE WON'T DIE :)
cos we'll stay alive together okay ?
i'll see you in schl tmr MORNING
and you'll get your hug !
and i'll get mine as well ! :D
i see you every morning when i walk to my class
past your class
then you'll be smiling at me
and i'll SMILE back :)

let's do the
while laine is halfway closing the door
she spots abby outside walking by
SO of course, she swings the door back open
and screams and runs out and waves to abby
then laine talks to abby
and they laugh laugh laugh and laugh :D
thing soon okay ? :D
I LOVE YOU ALOT :)

2004-10-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

STRESSED
which is sooper weird
i need dry ice :/

2004-10-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

rahh. i cant see my tag.
and my back is aching )):

yUwen
ee hooN
weI ling
si Qin

UNIQ. hahah. rocks :D took lots of pictures.
took bus home with hoon and mommie ! ((:

2004-10-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

> cause you'll be in my heart
yes, you'll be in my heart
from this day on
now and forever more
you'll be in my heart
no matter what they say
you'll be here in my heart
always

i'm truly madly deeply in love with this song. :D
was a boring day.
watched alot of teevee
in church, i had ALOT of time to think
there's just five more days ))):

hoon; hey dear. you gbk layout is nice (: gosh. but i cldnt sign. hehheh. and you used "you will be in my heart " my favoutrite song ! (:

2004-10-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

went out with hoon and qin
took neos with qin only. hehheh
bought one top and so did hoon
bought presents for both my mommas
its nice and i'm jealous ! ):
hahah.

2004-10-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

ELE is sooper sweet.
she makes me smile ((blushes))
hoon ! youre not online. and your gbk is down.
i cant sign. so this is for you kay ?
i feel like digging a hole and hide my face.
thanks to her. and my nick is SO for HER

2004-10-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

maia is out ? ((shocked))
at least olinda is still in ((:
ohh yea. sophie and i love pretzels.
cinnamon sugar and sour cream and onion ! (:

2004-10-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

my mommie has got me started thinking..
would this be the last time,
i dance the family dance
would this be the last time
i can have recess with them
would this be the last moment
i'm spending with my class
would this be the last time
i sing the school song
would this be the last time
i sit at my desk
but for me, its different. it WOULD be my last time.

2004-10-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

i must say,
christopher michael lee has improved
and i'm starting to be okay with daphne khoo's voice
but obviously, the best is
OLINDA CHO !!
she wore a dress. hahah
and she sang well. :D

2004-10-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

school was awfully boring.
i waved and said "HI
had swimming meeting
did the board
its a success. for once
qin and gwen went mad. they added reminders to my phone for the whole of next year. " think of qin " and "gwen rocks " madness xD
went to far east for a short while and i saw this PURPLE skirt ! its nice (:
training was slack.

2004-10-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

i slept at eight. ((i think))
and i just woke up. :/
i'm feeling cold but i'm sweating
this is gross
i feel sick :/ ((sighs))
had fun being mad with sophie today :D
school was kind of boring today.
but i saw ele ! and abby and julia ! (: hahah.
but it'll be fun tmrw.
with all the campaigning and stuff
gwen and i are campaigning for shuwei
nominated jps have to campaign ??
rubbish.
ohwells.
but it'll be fun :D

2004-10-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

i love na !
thanks dear
"you'll be in my heart"
i love the song ! :D
ohh. and i added more pictures to the school photo album.
pple ! please go and see ! ((:

2004-10-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

it didnt rain, it poured
life is just like that

school was gross.
had to see fifi the pizza delivery boy.
talked to qin. hahah.
i think in the hall, it was pretty obvious.
- looks at hoon and qin.
tmrw we shall find her kay ?
- looks at exaye ! ((:
dint see ELE )): saw my star and pod ! (:
went for training with sophie.
was funn talking to her ! :D
> the earrings ! the ring and the necklace. ((faints))
the esprit BLACK jacket ! :D :D
my goodness. its $79.90. )):
oh the unfairness.
and we saw this really annoying sales girl. ((glares))
training was fine.
nette came. like finally. heh.

2004-10-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

i edited my wishlist. (:
ohh. my birthday is coming :D :D
but i think, noone will be celebrating woth me cause of that beijing trip )):
FROWNS

2004-10-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

downloading adobe and its LONG ! ):
got back the rest of my marks. told my mum. :/
favourite word: "OOF !
hahah. madness xD
was so long and boring
mich shar were irritating me. (:
this rocks-->
i'm gonna walk past your class again.
then you'll be halfway closing the door
then you'll see ME,
and you'll swing the door open and scream
"ABBYYYYY !"
hahah. :D
i saw ELElly welly ;D

2004-10-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

my com crashed
and i have to restart everything. ):
and i was actually planning to give them tmrw. )):
sighs
watched "stairway to heaven the second time
its still so unreal to me
i still feel very angry with hanyouli.
leeyi. i'm sorry. ):

2004-10-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOON !
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

hahah. (: hope you like your present xD
got back marks today. some.
sucked. :/

2004-10-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINN ! :D my dear dear exaye ! ((:

2004-10-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

went out with hoon and shar.
shar ! we dint succeed. ):
i bought two tops. (:
and i mean it when i say i dont look nice with sleeveless tops. :/
took neos ! :D

2004-10-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

oh gawd. i dint know i was THAT stupid. my brother knows more GENERAL KNOWLEDGE than me ?! sheesh. lion ! youre right. i live in a rock.

matthew "i'm the small minnow and he is the half-grown trout"

firstly, i had no idea what was a minnow. he was saying, "i'm the small fry and his brother the not so big yet bigger than him fry. hahah. okay, so anw, i had no idea what he was saying and i felt STUPID :/
went to ed's hse today. did some work then slacked the rest of the time. was fun. took pics of gillian's sexy legs. and i LOVE ed's me to you bear ! :D i'm jealous. :/

2004-10-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

>BELLY
boobs invasion.

hey laine! dont mind me writing in here right. miss your crap and everything. ee cant believe im missing you. EEK. you sounded like youre gonna die on the phone just now! anw today shar and i saw superC! tell you abt it tmr! :D its the thirteen tmr! we shall take a bellybuttboob pic again and post it on the blog(: TATAS!

you will be stronger you ever thought you will be;

hoony

2004-10-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

HI LAINEY!
:D
guess who?
damn, you guessed.
whoa so smart :change the blue thing can?
i hate light blue =b
muahahas.
but!
i love lainey!
oh man.

FAINTS.

CHEETAH THE FOREVER GREATEST LEFT HER PAWPRINT HERE.

2004-10-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

i declare. i'm bestie-less.
elelly welly (just came up with that. hahah.) hoon ! thanks for listening to me. i really feel better now. (: